Totaly Confused & Not Loving It

So I get a chance to preach to the masses again here. Not my idea of fun reading, but you came here, you deal with it.

So one of my former Significant Others has gotten some good news. She has been nominated and accepted to a post on the Big Metropolis Political Subdivision Community Board number something. That's great. I called her up to congratulate her on becoming a political hack. The amazing thing is that she never had an inclination to move around in political type deals. She wasn't like one of these local ass kissers looking for any sort of in to a patronage of some sort.
In Big Metropolis City, people fall over to get included on these things for any sort of implied prestige, and here former SO gets asked to come aboard with out even looking for it.
Good Luck to you my long time and much loved friend. I'm happy for you.

As for me, my professional position is shifting. The weight is going towards an area I never had interest in going after. I have moved out of it professionaly from past employment, but now have it being thrust upon me in a mangerial position. I fear my cluelessness is going to kill me. I guess I also have a fear of having a position of high responsibility. Ohhhhhh Shittt. Forget the heading, that must be it I'm not confused at all. I'm just scared shitless. Whatever it is, it is making me in to a totaly unproductive son of a bitch. I feel like I'm stealing money for the most part. Great pangs of guilt and something inside of me nagging at me as an incompetent.
I do not know where I lost my self assuredness and confidence, but if you see it, tell it all is forgiven, come home soon.

All the crap that is unfit to print.

So I have a blog now. What on earth do I want to have a blog for? I guess it would be a form of therapy for me. Work on my communications skills. Have a place to vent my frustrations in life and bitch and grip about life's irriitations. Work on my poor skills in English and composition.

I guess I can use this for a multitude of reasons.

New here? WTF am I? Why should you be interested in what I'm writing?

Welcome if you are new. Thanks for the visit.

I'm SovietSno. That is all you need to know. I am a mundane, underachieving human being on the planet earth. I am happy for the most part, I have procreated, been an attached individual in a legal sense and now am attached in a commited, yet not legal sense.

As for why you should be interested in what I'm writing, I hope it is not because you are looking for the answer to life, the universe, everything. That one is already answered and is 42. Find a new purpose in life now. Don't come for enlightenment. You are more likely to be more confused once you leave compared to when you came.

I have been plying my trade as a Data Systems Administrator for several years and recently have been sucked in to the Quality Mangement aspect of business for my current employer, ACME SYSTEMS. My boss Wyle E. is on the never ending quest to catch the road runner. Road runner is a chronic, unrepentent breaker of speed limits and constant waster of fossil fuels in his never ending pursuit of life liberty and the pursuit of increased fuel consumption and inefficency. Everyone thinks that my boss is in the chase to harm road runner. That is totaly untrue though. Wyle E is an environmentalist and has voted for Ralph Nader and the Greens since 1996. He just wants to catch that road runner and put a governer on his fuel injection system that will not allow him to go faster than 55 MPH. That and investigate if he convert road runner to operate on CNG.

That is enough for now. I have to actually do some work now.