So I get a chance to preach to the masses again here. Not my idea of fun reading, but you came here, you deal with it.
So one of my former Significant Others has gotten some good news. She has been nominated and accepted to a post on the Big Metropolis Political Subdivision Community Board number something. That's great. I called her up to congratulate her on becoming a political hack. The amazing thing is that she never had an inclination to move around in political type deals. She wasn't like one of these local ass kissers looking for any sort of in to a patronage of some sort.
In Big Metropolis City, people fall over to get included on these things for any sort of implied prestige, and here former SO gets asked to come aboard with out even looking for it.
Good Luck to you my long time and much loved friend. I'm happy for you.
As for me, my professional position is shifting. The weight is going towards an area I never had interest in going after. I have moved out of it professionaly from past employment, but now have it being thrust upon me in a mangerial position. I fear my cluelessness is going to kill me. I guess I also have a fear of having a position of high responsibility. Ohhhhhh Shittt. Forget the heading, that must be it I'm not confused at all. I'm just scared shitless. Whatever it is, it is making me in to a totaly unproductive son of a bitch. I feel like I'm stealing money for the most part. Great pangs of guilt and something inside of me nagging at me as an incompetent.
I do not know where I lost my self assuredness and confidence, but if you see it, tell it all is forgiven, come home soon.
